1 month.

It is so sad to think about that in One month I will be back in Finland. I really do want to go home, but I also really want to stay. It is such an experience. It is a different life I have to say goodbye to. And what will my life be like when I go back home. I have changed, what else has? How has my home changed, how have the people changed, is it still the same when I go back?

And what about my life here? I have to say goodbye to my life here. How am I supposed to do that, just walk away, leave. All my friends that i have here. all of my good friends. It is crazy when you think about how close you can get to people in such an short period of time. It is absolutely crazy.

I really don't want to leave, but at the same time i do.
It's crazy.